Lost Love!

I am alone today,without you
Have left everything was only with you
You made me laugh ,you made me cry
Every moment, I have waited just to say a Hi.
Everything seems good, when you were there
Today we are apart and I am nowhere.
I am blank in front of you
For everything of ur's I say, yes I do.
The moment we used to be together and I used to see you
I used to forget everything and just be with you.
You live in my heart in a special place
I bet, that place can not be replaced.
I still remember all the moments , when we were together
I can never forget forever and ever and ever.
Today when you forced me to hate you,
Tried a lot but could not do.
From the heart i think, from the heart i do
From the time my dear, I was with you.
Don't know to say, a NO to you
If you need me or not, I am there for you
For this thing only, I can say No to you.
I really miss those days,when we used to talk
I miss those moments, when together we used to walk.
Without any reason , I used to call
Just to hear your voice thats all.
My love was pure and was true
Don't know somehow, you never understood.
The love and care, we have shared
The bond which we made was really rare.
Wanted to say something to you, from a long time which is due,
I just write to say, I love u, Yes I do.

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya.......

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya

Jab dhadkan ruk jaye, tab aaoge kya
jab bichade the, to socha na tha,

itne din ki judai hogi,

Har saans tumhe choo kar hi aayi hogi

Ankhon mein teri hi parchayi hogi

jab aankhen tham jaye,tab aaoge kya

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya

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Aansoon peekar, kab tak jee paoongi mein,

Kab tak in panno mein, tera chehra banaongi mein,

Door se bahut ho gayi baatein,

Ab aur chitthi likhwaoge kya

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Tasveero se baatein karne lagoon,

har ahaat mein tumhe dhoondha karoon,

Jidhar dekhoon, tumhe dekhoon,

Har junoon ki had par karvaoge kya

Ab aur bhi tarssaoge kya

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Ab neend se dar lagta hain

jab sapno mein tum aaoge,

pal bhar ki vo khushi dekar, subah ko vapas jaoge

Ab zindagi bhar jagaoge kya

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya

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Nahi dekha tumhe barso se, par itna to kah sakti hoon

vahi pyaar, vahi tadap aaj bhi is dil mein rakhti hoon

Ab uska imtihaan dilwaoge kya

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya

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Hathon mein hanth tha

tera hi sath tha

ye zindagi tere sath beetein aisaa har zazbaat tha

har vo lamha yaad dilaoge kya

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya

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Din beetein, raatein beetein mahino saal guzar gaye

raasta dekhti rahi tumhara

Umar beet jaaye , tab aaoge kya

Ab aur bhi tarsaoge kya

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Birthday Wishes to my dear Nephew ( Yajat) who is very close to my heart..:-)

Vo dis-dis vo dei
vo tera hasna vo Aie..
vo tera dulaar
vo hamara pyaar
aaj sab yaad aata hain baar baar
vo chothe chothe hanthon se tera matakna
kabhi nani, kabhi masi, kabhi nanaji ki god mein latakna
vo masti aur halchal jo tune thi machayi
vo har pal, vo har ghadi aaj humko yaad aayi
kash hum sab, aaj phir mil paate
khushi ke, vo pal aaj phir se bitate
par tu door hain to kya hua
hum sab mazboor hain to kya hua
badhayion ke sath
janamdin ki dher saari mubarakbaad

This is my first posting, so dedicating to my dear Mom!...

Kahti hoon maa jise, uski ye kahani hian
Aaj ki baat nahi dosto, baat ye purani hain

Nahi dekha jise maine , bhagwan jise mein kahti hoon
Maa ke roop mein is dharti par, uske sath hi rahti hoon

Chothe mere pairo ko, chalna jisne sikhaya tha
jisne pahli baar mujhe, har shabd ka matlab bataya tha

Lori gagake jisne, raaton ko sulaya tha
rone pe kabhi mere, jiska man bhar aaya tha

saadgi se rahti thi vo, mujhe accha pahanane ke liye
kabhi naraaz bhi hoti thi, to sahi raah dikahne ke liye

jiski akhon mein bas, ek hi sapna rahata tha
mein kuch accha kar jaoon, dil uska ye kahta tha

aaj yaha khadi hoon mein, us sapne ko saakar kiye
Meri har baaton mein, pyaari maa ka pyaar liye

Maa ab apne har sapne, meri aakhon se dekho tum
Apne har dukh ko ab, ab mera hisse kardo tum

Apni har chinta ko ab, maa tum mere naam karo
Ab tum budhi ho gayi ho, thodha to aaram karo

Bade ho gaye wo paudhe,
jo tumne aapne paseene se the seenche
Ab kuch din us swarg mein rahne do maa,
jo hain tere charon ke neeche

Ab har pal ye hi sapna hain
bahut kuch kar jana hain
maa meri pyaari maa
teri har khuawish ko apnana hain

Maa tere har sapne koi ab mein poora kar paaon
ye soch ke bhi darti hoon
Aisa karne se pahle na mar jaaon

Meri is kahani jaisi, aapki bhi ek kahanai hogi
Aap sabko apni maa, utni hi pyaari hogi

aap sabse itna kahna hain, dil bhoole se maa ka dukhana nahi
ye samajh lo sabhi, maa ne aah jo bhari
lok parlok kahin bhi thikana nahi.